Eric

My prayer request is a way out of my current situation, an escape in general. I pray against the fear I have in my current scenario overall. I pray against suicidal thoughts altogether, including over my current circumstances. Because, I think there is no way out of my current situation alive, I pray it’s a lie. If not, my prayer request is to have the strength to choose to become homeless this year. Because, I had enough being stuck, stranded and broke in my home. It’s just a horror and a long story, nothing but illnesses and abuse and over the topic about money as well. I pray to find a way to make money as a living and do my part as well, even if it’s self-employment. I pray that someone will give me an idea how to make income starting this year, beside still looking for work, even if it’s taking up acting roles and/or, finally publishing my book! It is supposed to be a part of God’s Will (My Book). I pray to think before I speak, taking my time speaking in general and I pray to do my part as well for them. I pray against nervousness during all job interviews. I pray to have good job interviews or auditions altogether. Who I thinks and feels that I’m inadequate to be hired and be paid actual wages. And, I am serious. And, If I don’t end up having money, having an actual real income personally this year, there is no point of living physically and I am done here. I pray for confirmation if, I suppose to work with this rapper French Montana in general or not, I pray to see and notice this confirmation for it. The only money I get overall every year is under $500 for a past few years, I pray it will stop overall, starting this year and it’s just sick and weird. Such as I’m an adult, who is still around in my mid-20s, like please stop.

Received: July 5, 2021